This year, I thought, would be great, to a certain extent, bearing in mind that I'm still an 'escapee from prison' on the run. I never did realize that things would go for a greater twist that I'd have expected. But yet, every second of our lives, something is changing, be it you, or the world around you. It's an inevitable process of our life- but whether the change is for the good or bad, is out of the point.

I'm not saying no one should not change, but really, the way we were last year were great enough. Sometimes it just confounds me, a great deal in fact, what is happening to the world. Really. Being a human myself, and I find myself finding how the world is growing into- abominable. Human heart is complex, but now, is taking a more detestable change. I'm not saying I'm perfect either, I'm not. But yet, the people around me, what is really going on...

I admit, the world is not like before. And just a few months before, I still thought the world is still a wonderful place. It is, if you think not of the people whose mindsets have changed as time and generations are changing.

So, on to the main day's topic- Wallet being pilfered.

Went back from ET and lifted my skirt. It felt exceptionally light. Noticed my shirt down on the chair, rumpled. I knew something was not right. Reached my hand into the pocket. Felt. There was no wallet. Didn't panick. Looked around. Didn't see any. Checked my bag. Couldn't be in there. Felt inside again to feel that emptiness. Knew it was stolen. A cold shiver ran down my spine, and I told Siuhui about it. She went, "HUH?" and checked her wallet, before calmly and coldly saying that her money was stolen before tossing her wallet on a corner of her table, acting as if nothing even happened. So cool, isn't it, she's better at acting than I am! I could never act as calm as her.

Told Amanda, and she was "HUH?" even louder. Attracted attention of Farah, and she was like, "You collect wallets and you don't put it in?" I was smiling. Feeling really bad of myself, but well, now I've thought it through, not like there was a lot of money inside in any case, so I'd take it that I did it for charity!! =D

Whoever retard/bastard/cad/coquette/b**** did it, it's over. What's lost is lost, and I'm not ever gonna cry over spilt milk. Not like I seem affected by it anyway, maybe because it's not really a considerable sum of money. But really, I laugh at your stupidity. Of all the things you could do, you steal and betray your own integrity. It's you who is living your life, not another. If you want to ruin your life, stain your name in that way, be known to yourself or to the world that you steal money just for the sake of buying whatever you want, suit yourself. Who has the authority to tell you what not to do if you want to dig a path to hell? If I were the people around you, I'd tell you "Go ahead."

There is only one chance in living, so oh well, if you want the money, go get it to your heart's content. There are always much better things than money if you weren't that realistic. Could money buy true love? Nope. Could money buy true happiness? What can money buy? Oh, right. Material possessions. And that's all. It's not like there aren't things that you don't dispose of after all. You throw away your textbooks or burn them after you are done with it, and didn't that cost money? Like, what's the use man... >< You throw away your clothes after you are done with it, isn't it? When it's old, or when it's torn. And that wasted your bloody money too. And what about fashionable bags and accessories? Don't you throw those away too when there's much newer and better ones?

Man, really, use your brain. Why be so desperate and seriously ruin your own lives in your own hands? It's really, really, dumb. Nothing else but to sympathize with your pathetic meager-sized brain than mine. You might be smarter than me, but at least I didn't steal and shrink it on my own. ^^;;

I believe in retribution, even if you don't. You stole my nine dollars, right? May your punishment be ninefold, then. xDD

Feels weird typing it here when the person who did it may not be reading it anyway, but I just want to rant it out. And basically, feel sorry for whoever was that dumb. ^^;; I've read enough on the negative sides of humans and is able to feel so much. I'm always having something to say about humans, really. I wonder why xDDD

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