Oh, lately been sleeping earlier and earlier. I'm just lying on my bed, and ZAP! I'm off into dreamland. When I wake up, it'd most likely be somewhere around 1am, and I'd hurriedly rush to my computer to shut it down. And lately, the dreams that I'm making are weird too. I MAD DREAMS OF 2E3?!?! AGAIN?! FOR 2 CONSECUTIVE DAYS?!?! MAN, I'M NOT WRITING OUT WHAT I DREAMT ABOUT, I'D REALLY KEEP IT PRIVATE, BECAUSE IT HAS TO BE!!
The dreams I made were linked too!! OH MY GOSH, LIKE A DRAMA SERIAL, THIS NIGHT IS EPISODE 1, AND THE NEXT DAY IS EPISODE 2! I was like wondering WHY. I was creeped out when I made the first one, and the second one... Well, you know my reaction. If today there's an Episode 3, I'd be awed, and I'd be glad too, in a sense, since it's kinda cool, for the story is not really ending. I really wished I could write that dream out like a story and continue it based on my wild and crazy imagination. But I don't think that's going to happen, since I want it to happen. Gods always make that happen to me. Boo. I really want an episode 3, but guess I'd have to wait a long long while before I make another E3 dream!
Or maybe they could let me dream about something like a... HOT GUY dream. If I saw Kei Hazuki in my dreams, I'd drop dead in my dreamland and never wake up.
HAHA!
Well, I'm really trying my best to liven myself up. I've not been in the best of mood nowadays, thoughts are always clouding my mind, I'm always longing for something, yet I know it's out of reach, somehow. I know I'm changing internally and externally, I want to stop, I just want to continue being my old self, but then, I'm changing, really changing.
I'm starting to rant a lot more nowadays. xDDD And yea, I'm more afraid of solitude nowadays as well. I used to love it so much! MAN! I think I still do sometimes, since when I'm alone, my imagination takes me far away, and I'm carried away by my thoughts even as I walk.
And oh yea, even Dorothy is starting to change. I wonder if it's because she's actually suffering? I'm a natural kind of thinker, really, not trying to boast, I can read between the lines when it comes to people. When something's wrong with them, no matter how hard they try to hide, I can somehow just know what's actually wrong with them. When I do, I act like I don't, just so that the person can tell me himself/ herself what she's really feeling.
Really, what's happening to me? I've been asking again and again, but there's no answer. I want to cherish everything around me, not to turn around, grasp for it, and realized it has merely slipped away from my reach and is slowly drifting away from my side, before they are completely gone.
Others' happiness and my happiness, which one is more important? I understand now. I must let the two of you get together, I have to. I'm just this sort of person right from the start. It's been great to receive that feeling from you, and I'd remember this.
You guys thinking I'm emo-ing? Nope, nope, not really. And about what I've typed, NOPE, HELL NOT IT'S NOT ABOUT LOVE, IT'S SOMETHING ELSE. xD
In any case, I'd talk about today. Went to school feeling a little dreadful. I've been forcing myself to act normal, and acting is a tiring thing, but showing my real emotions was a no-go. I entered the classroom and scanned through, before I walked nonchalantly to my seat and placed down my bag, and started smiling to myself like a little fool.
Afterwards, lined up outside. I was still trying to laugh and smiled. Walked to the hall, stopped, and tried to smile even more desperately, while I walked with my eyes locked to the front and my hands busily moving about. Afterwards, in Chinese, got back my "Xue xi xiao ce zi" and I was laughing at my lousy results. Well, I'd work harder. Ms Lam must have thought I wrote too little! But in fact, I wrote a lot! T^T It's the way the boxes are distributed, really. And then I flipped to the page with my name, and I was laughing again. WHAT THE HELL WAS UP WITH THE NAME I GAVE MYSELF?! When I think about it, it feels really, really weird. And Ms. Lam gave me a tick.... Well....
Then it was music. Entered the classroom and realized the Principal was in there. Got a shock, and wondered what he was doing in there for. So, afterwards, realized he wanted to speak to Serene, and Farah wondered why it was Serene too.
First group to see was Kasyfil's group. Man, their voices made me laugh while I listened intently. Soft it was, it was low in pitch. Kasyfil's singing was really funny. Yitian's was surprisingly nice, in a sense. Jerome's was... low like Kasyfil, and sounded weird too. Qinze's... don't really know what to comment. And then there's this variation in tone as they sing. They don't really blend. It sounds like two groups singing one song. One slower, the other faster. Man, were they high in front of the stage. Kasyfil I can understand with his personality- even Jerome was exceptionally high? (Okay fine, I'd delete the previous part I typed here since it really shows how crazy I am. In any case, my brother messed my post, so yea.)
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Okay, so I'll continue now. I've been trying to download a game... But somehow I can't seem to extract the contents. I really want the game, but it's hard to find the PC version of it, and no one is providing the link. Forums require me to join and post so much before I can finally lay my hands on them. I'm not very obliged to do that, though... I need to post around.... 100 posts before I can get them, and that's is damn tough!!

Welcome

F.T Island is a five-member Korean boyband. But in contrary to many popular boybands, FTI boys play their own instruments and only two of them are the 'vocalists' of the band.
Their music can be described as pop/rock (with a big number of rock ballads). The name F.T Island stands for 'Five Treasure Island'; each of the five members being a treasure. They officially debuted on 7th June 2007, performing on M!Countdown and releasing their first album Cheerful Sensibility (which was the 6th best selling album of 2007 in South Korea), though before that they appeared on M!Net's 'Wanna Be My Girlfriend?'.
Their latest album is Cross and Change. Members include: Lee Hong Ki, Choi Jong Hun, Choi Min Hwan, Song Seung Hyun & Lee Jae Jin.
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