So, yesterday morning, I woke up, feeling very, extremely, put-of-the-worldly scared. My heart was thumping hard and fast, and my Mother was obviously oblivious to that, and I tried to compose myself desperately, but to no avail. After finishing off a few minutes of my DS and finishing my breakfast, I prepared myself in my school uniform and then was preparing to leave home with my Mother to the school, when suddenly, tears fell.

I was instantly stupefied and I rubbed away at them as my Mother consoled me a little, saying I needed to face my problems like a big girl. I told myself not to cry- repeatedly before this day, but they just came uncontrollably. Man, all my dreams of thinking I'm a grown up now seems to have just relinquished.

So, we boarded 188, and off we went, and I knew, in no time, IT WAS TIME TO MEET THE CCA HEAD. I conjectured. So, I was tensely sitting and waiting on the bus with my Mother by my side. Just a few stops away, Jialing and Camille climbed aboard and they apparently needed to head back to school to hand up... compositions?

Reached the school in no time. My Mother walked in, and we headed up to the staff room to check if Miss Lam was there. Benevolent Miss Lam had agreed to accompany me to meet the teacher, since I was just too scared. We couldn't find her at first, so we walked around, when another teacher came up to us asking who we were looking for. We told her Miss Lam, and she interpreted that we were in an appointment with her for the teacher-parent meeting, and told us to wait for her.

I was like... LOL.

I called Miss Lam on the phone with my Mum's handphone, and initially there was no response so I ended the call, but just like a minute later, Miss Lam ringed me up again. Then she said, "Oh, go to the staff's room."

Me: "Oh, I'm outside the staff room already."

xDDD

So, yea, Miss Lam came out, with a brand new hairstyle that shocked me on first glance She had also dyed her hair, and indeed, a refreshing look that we won't be able to see once the school reopens. She looks totally younger (she'd love to see this I guess xD) and well, yea, a real shock to me. So, my Mother was like, smiling at me and said, "Bye. Go face your problems yourselves."

I was like, "Shit."

So I followed Miss Lam to the tables behind the hall, and sitted, as I told Miss Lam how scared I felt. And Miss Lam pointed to the adjacent table, saying, "Look. There's the teacher." I looked over, and hid my face in my arms. Miss Lam laughed and told me to relax.

So, we started talking and talking. Well, with silence of course. Since I'm the quiet type too. I asked her about her hairstyle, she asked me about my blog, I kept playing with my fingers anxiously while waiting for the teacher to finish teaching his Sec 4 students who are going to have a test tomorrow I think. So, when he finished, the CCA head went into the staff room to grab my CCA record, before he came out and looked at me with this oh-another-one-who-wants-to-quit-and-why. It was kind of a mocking expression, and as I looked into his eyes to answer the questions, I really felt intimidated by his face.

And then I lowered my face and started to talk. He was asking me sarcastic questions, forcing me to reply, and before I knew it, tears came. And I was like, "Sorry." I started wiping a little, before I continued for a while longer, and then tears gushed out uncontrollably. At that moment, I was OMG. WHY AM I CRYING?

I kept apologizing, and Miss Lam brought me tissue. The teacher was like, Okok, relax, relax. And Miss Lam said nothing. So, within no time, the thing ended and I shan't go into details about it.

Not really contented with the results, but hell- who cares. So I was led down to the canteen, crying like a baby. I was like, come on- stop crying already! But then, I still continued crying like mad. SUCH AN EMBARRASSMENT. ==

And afterwards my Mother and I went home with me talking about the CCA for the entire day. When I got home, the first thing I did was - PLAY DS. DUH.

And I made myself repeat Daisuke Sakaguchi's voice over and over again as I watched Masaki Sanada grinning away like a Cheshire cat at me, and I started shrieking in glee and I forgot about the incident for that half hour, before that teacher's face and questions kept surfacing in my mind and I kicked the wall in frustration. Luckily no one was at home, though.

So, well, all ended well. I'm anticipating this Sunday in particular, free lunch at my favourite restaurant with my relatives. WOOT! I'm going to gain a few more pounds for sure! And then if I'm not wrong, I should be heading for Yitian's birthday outing. I'm not sure what I'll get him, well, maybe I'll get him one on his birthday outing- provided that I'm going. Dorothy has already thought about it- good her, and I guess I might just be making a card- and if on the day I can't really make it, due to some unforeseen reasons, I'd just pass the card to Dorothy for her to pass it to him? (If Dorothy's going too...) If she's not... I'd call Qinze... I guess.

Oh shoot! My scanner is not working right now. I can't upload my drawings of my story character! *bangs the table* SHOOT! MAKE IT WORK!

~Ahh, so much for my life. DAMN IT! AND YOU, you know who you are... I'm not going to mention names here like you requested =) Well, just to tell you that I'm going to wait for you to return okay? And I miss you too, so you are happy now? Don't spam my chatbox!! I was trying to draw back then! If that drawing comes out to be a failure, you'd be drawing in my stead! Understand?

Well, I'd treat you to ice-cream when you come back. At Swensons. Okay? (Hey, that's expensive already, don't expect too much, you greedy pig!) Oh yea, do write letters too. I love replying to letters. xD (Even though it takes money and internet communication is free... Well sorta, since you don't really pay the electrical bills, do you?)

Well then, I'm off... FOR ANIMES. BWAHAHAHA. ><