Hey all, posting again in the middle of the night! Realized I couldn't seriously get to sleep, so I mischievously switched on my laptop and started typing this post! I've been reading a lot, a lot of mangas lately, and I feel all pumped to buy more! Aman, look here, haha! I'm going to get crazier! I'm just going to light a fire and burn a hole straight my pockets! xDD I can't live without manga, and I'm reading a lot of shoujo manga nowadays, for the hot guys' sake. HAHAHA xDDD I got scolded for being a lecher because of that. Everyone calls me a pervert, I mean, come on, I know, I know, but oggling at hot guys has just got to be one of the peculiar hobbies that I yield. Freaking, ain't it? I got slapped on the back by my brother when I screamed that I love Kahara Masaki, which is basically an authentic truth, and now I think that agonizing pain lingers on that very spot on my fragile back... LOL.

Well, been feeling really odd nowadays, I don't know why. Firstly, I don't want to return to Swiss Cottage too, and I feel like the time is seriously passing too fast. I wished it could slow down, but then when I quiet down and relax, I realize it was actually what I prayed for every single year.

For time to pass quickly.

No one can stop time, you see, and I hate it. Good times are so hard to treasure, before you know it, they are slipping away from your fingertips, while bad times are always there, looming over your head like some terrifying disaster. Higgledy-piggledy.

I know I have gotten more trouble than ever resting on my back, and I seriously HATE IT TO THE CORE. I've no idea how did I stir so much trouble in school. I know you peeps are like- you stirred trouble in school? I thought you are...


Well anyway, that's not the main issue. I've seriously even started thinking if it's a nice choice to transfer schools, because actually, even though my mum doesn't say it, she wants me to be in Bukit Panjang more than in Swiss Cottage. ...I guess. Can't be sure too, my mum sometimes a bit... hard to comprehend.

But I don't really want to transfer reminiscing back about how I led my life in Swiss Cottage. It has been cool, serious, ad euphoric. I'd be regretful if I left, but another side of me exhorts me to leave. Somehow. Because whenever there's jubilee, there's melancholy. And I do have my melancholic pain within the school I'm studying in. But I'm not obliged to share for now ^^;; Aren't I being such a meanie? Yea... Go ahead and sue me... I know I'm really nefarious and odious, I admit.

And seriously, the other reason for not transferring is because he's there. Then all my fears that had evanesced while I'm in Swiss Cottage will re-surface. That's why... I'm kinda... *cough*

Regarding me feeling weird... I don't know, seriously. It can actually stem from all possible aspects. And I actually have some... seriously.... I don't know what to describe it past behind me, that I constantly brings myself back into that foreign world every once in a while and I realize I'd become even more perplexed than ever. I realize I'm starting to see things more openly than how I used to days back, and I no longer feel that "What on earth" if you were to date back to the Teacher's Day Celebration post. I'm starting... to revert to my carefree self just like.... two months ago. Sheesh, and phew. It's relieving to know about that, and I want to get on with my life, since end of year exam is actually just round the corner but I'm actually not feeling the heat.

Goddamn it. I must be in for computer banning. SERIOUSLY, I NEED TO WAKE UP! I KEEP TELLING MYSELF, BUT WHY IS EVERYTHING JUST GOING HAYWIRE FOR ME IN MY STUDIES? I KNOW I'M A LOSER, A FIASCO, BUT DOES THAT MEAN GODS HAVE TO MAKE THINGS SO TOUGH FOR ME TO GET THROUGH?

I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND!

And then more troubles seem to be popping up even though I take them insignificantly, for they aren't really that... hard to handle. I mean... the people causing the trouble aren't really doing anything much to it too, they are just waiting for my reaction. I appreciate that, but I know people are going to get hurt at the end.

I know this might sound weird but I've finally sorted out who I really like... So... Umm... Yea, people are going to get hurt. Like always in a crush from my observations... Firstly the identity of my crush has to be hidden (not), I'll tell at most one person. But umm... It's seriously not who you think it is, for the Swiss Cottage peeps reading this, and for Ruoyi, yea, maybe you'd know. Don't bug me, or I'll rant at Lester! xDDD I know you are reading this, sweetie~ <33 Heh heh. Uh, yea, if anyone is seriously taking what I typed above in this paragraph, you are seriously... fooled. LMAO, I know, I have nothing better to do after eating my dinner, which I ate like 5 hours ago before I typed this. People, you can murder me. Stab me, sedate me, maim me, I'm free for abuse. xDDD

And yea, this thing is seriously weird. What the hell did I just type? Never mind, I LOVE KAHARA MASAKI, AND HE IS MY CRUSH! Haha, I'M LAME! LMAO ROFL!

Okay anyway, beside from the acrid fact that I'm dying from overboard nosebleeding by staring at Kahara Masaki's images, and the charming pose he struck in the game... *cough* *nosebleeds* ...

I realize that my entire computer is seriously going to flood with hot guys' images. I mean, seriously! Kahara Masaki, Tachibana Kennosuke, Len Tsukimori, Aoi Kaji, Wakatsuki-sensei <3 !!!! ~~~ KEI HAZUKI~~

*faints*

(Gets up) W-Well, umm... yea, that's about all. Amanda, I've already listed out my must-buy comics list, and you are going to see how mad I've become. Seriously, Siu Hui is also going to inherit some genes from me if she has the money. She loves to spend money on manga too. While for Dorothy, it's all Hitman Reborn, eh? xDD Who thinks that Peiyun is a serious idiot and loves spending money, is totally evil, and loves kahara masaki please breathe!

All right then, will post again soon. And do take note that this post is entirely crappy, idiotic and seriously, stop reading. (looks, and realizes I'm already ending. LOL.)

What the hell has gotten into me for today's post?

Sorry if I sound a little too... something for anyone reading this. I shall apologize, and anything you not happy about in this post, just shoot it and I'll erase those parts away, I guess ^^;;


MUCHO LOVE <3,

MASAKILOVER- YEOPEIYUN


WAIIS! I LOVE KAHARA! HE'S SO COOOOOOOL. *dies* <- over-ly dramatic.

"I'll never forget his face ever again."


Oh yes, peeps, do anyone agree on this?

"Cat lovers are masochists while dog lovers are sadists?"

LMAO, reminds me of Jerome and Yong Ming. ROFL. Personally I don't really agree but umm... it's freaking hilarious to me.... xDDD

Yong Ming is not really a dog lover, but in some role-playing game that he, Jun Rong and Jerome devised out of boredom, he plays as the dog, going woof and everything. And Yong Ming is a SADIST. Serious. Jerome being a masochist... ~~ LMAO, I think masochist is a too strong word.