So, let's say the world spins in this ring of fate. I find everything makes sense in this way. Born, live, and die. That's the Wheel of Fortune. Lately, I've been getting rather obsessed with all these philosophies of life- call me a weirdo all that you might like, but that's really happening to me recently. I'm not sure how things will go from here, but I find it the excellent practice to prepare me for my CAP submission pieces.

CAP has really been draining my brain cells away, like a vampire sucking blood out of its victim. I wonder- if there could be any chance I could actually say vampires aren't what people think they are. That'd be wonderful if I could ever spin it around, and my next story must be coming up. *wishful thinking*

Been quite a fun time exchanging tags with Jinyi, talking about VOICE ACTORS. Man, I'm psyched up, but I don't have anything much to talk to her other than these, and apparently, we ran out of juice. So, yea, I'm here to admit I'm not really very in-depth about animes lately, actually, but I'm more in-depth about the status of games. Yea, I'm a gaming freak. Seriously. Especially on DS games. The rest, well, maybe not as much. I know of the most popular games however, and that's about all. I can update people a lot about games, and I mean it.

Not much on mangas either. I'm kinda a follower of people? Who's best at these? Maybe people like Jiamin etc. But she seems much more obsessed with her Cloud~ xDDD Don't blame her, I'm obsessed with my REIJI <33333 Dear me, and my Princes' List has already escalated to 40, even though you don't know cos' I'm lazy to update.

Voice actors are the life of animes actually. If a character has a seriously... unsuitable voice, people hate that character. And if all the characters have bad or... not really recognized ones, people don't feel the motivation to watch it. Tested that out, and I've seen the results. However, still, for several people, it's the excellence of the graphic and the appearance of the characters that truly matters at times. However, I don't mind watching some one who's not very handsome in a very intriguing plot. Because well- animes can't really make someone that disgusting. I mean come on- many of us are not really that pretty, so why should you pick on others when you are not that pretty either? I mean, if the characters are pretty but the content is a whole load of shit- there's no use watching it either.

Even though we often yearn for our boyfriends and girlfriends to be handsome or something, think about this- do you have what it takes to have a handsome/pretty boyfriend or girlfriend? Of course- who don't want a handsome boyfriend. Even I wish I could have one. But, seriously, if we are really not that sort of pretty gal who'd attract one, better set your standards lower. Because, if there's a guy who's not exactly that handsome, and not exactly that ugly, just average, but treats you very well, I'm sure that's all that matters. Better than one handsome prince who's actually a wolf in disguise, only out to hurt your heart by dumping you after a while of dating just for the "fun" of it.

Why am I speaking about this? Because my cousins started it. The younger ones, again. And the same few. Firstly, they told me they'd rather stay at home to play computer instead of coming to visit their Grandparents. My bomb exploded. Second. They argued and threw a tantrum when their parents didn't buy the newest game device for them. I rolled my eyeballs in utter disgust. Third. I wanted them not to play DS in the dark especially on a car, since it's totally unpredicatable and it was really dark- it could harm their eyes. Advice falls on deaf ears and they retaliate saying everything will be fine and argues with me and snatches the DS (that they don't have) and starts to play happily. My brothe joined in too, and I chided him at home. Let's see if you'd see that if all those harmful rays emitted from the DS burns a hole right through your eyes and you all go crying for your Momma. Too late by then, kiddos.

And now, they are starting to tell me about all those, "OH MY GOD! You look at this guy! So ugly!" on the streets. And I asked her, "Are you very pretty?" She said, "....... I... don't know la!" And so I further questioned her, "So what gives you the right to judge other people?" "I mean, I'm just stating a fact what! People should accept it if people call them ugly because they ARE ugly." So I further retaliated, like as if nothing was going to impede my fury on her, "Then I ask you a simple question- do you like it when people call you ugly? And the whole world knows that you, ____ is the world's ugliest freak."

She was speechless, but after a while she said, "I cannot be the world's ugliest la! My class got people even more uglier than me one lorh!" So I forced her a smile and asked, "Yea, ugly on the outside, beautiful on the inside. Some people are like that."

"No lorh! She always scold people de. Somemore still so ugly. Hahaha."

"Then what makes you think you are better than her?"

"... Huh, I don't scold people like her what."

"But you just said someone is ugly, and criticized your classmate."

"Not as many as her what."

"Someday you will."

"Some day what. Not now."

"Oh, what do you know about your future? Yea, true, might not be now, but maybe, in the future, you'd be the world's ugliest freak. Not because you look like one, but because you act like one."

She totally fumed. But said nothing. Not like I cared anyway. People I cannot care- I always settle them even if I don't mean to. The anger in me often gets too unbridled I can't take it. But, sometimes, when with friends, I often try to shut myself up even if their words pisses me off, and I just pretend I never heard them.

Thus, all I want to tell those cousins of mine is that, "You are in no position to criticize someone terribly unless you are better than him. Positive criticism is accepted, but when you go too far in them, you are absolutely in the wrong." So anyway, fumed out, so I guess it's time for me to stop.

Oh yea, however, voice actors earn the leasy money. Don't you think it's a saddening fact? T^T

D3stinyx; PEIYUN